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Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me outta the way Once - inside - all I hold is ash... Fail - suppressing every feeling I'm in so much pain I have every fuckin' right to hate you I can't take it! The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you My demise - I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming (stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me Who are you to me? who am I to you? Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence? By default, you are my only link to the outside Psychosomatic suicide Where were you when I was down? Can you show me a way... To face everyday with this face - goodbye My demise - I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming (stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me When I blur my eyes, they make the whole World breath - I see you fucking me And I am absolutely controlly every urge To mutilate - the one and only answer So much for memories... I wanna derss in your insecurities And be the perfect you - I'm through I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe Here we go - the ultimate irony |
